Sometimes I paint things that are a little bit too hard for me. They are not commissions, nor are they subjects that I think will sell.
Instead, they are things that I just want to paint, in spite of my lack of skill or experience. After I have completed paintings that need to be done for sale, working on these types of paintings is my “reward”.
Wow, is this ever difficult!! This is my great-niece, and I think of the painting as The Flower Girl.
The girl is from this photo.
The flowers are from this one.
The girl feels too difficult, so I am now focusing on the flowers. It is fun to find and mix all the colors, and if I get the petals a bit wrong, it isn’t critical like the face is.
Success on the flowers (still not finished) gave me confidence to paint a bit more on the girl.
Her hairbow is better and her arm is a little chubbier. This might need to rest for a month or two while I build my confidence and skill on paintings that don’t matter to my heart quite so much.
This will need about 10 more painting sessions, a decision on the background color, and a whole bunch of do-overs.
But I’m learning. That is what happens when one pushes through something that is a little bit too hard.
Okay, it might be a LOT too hard.