The agreement with my customer M was that I would try to capture a likeness in her Dad’s face. If I was unable to do that, we would understand and accept that this job is beyond my ability. It is EXACTLY the kind of drawing job that I have struggled with for many years, and finally decided to stop accepting commissions for.
BUT, M is my friend and a great communicator, and I want to please her. I also like testing myself from time to time to see if I have improved.
Attempt # 3 was a reject.
Attempt #4 was a reject.
Attempt #5 was sent to M with this: “If this one isn’t right, then I am crying “uncle”, accepting the fact that this is beyond my ability, and throwing in the towel. (Jeopardy music in the background as the drawing awaits its fate. . .)”
I recognized that I was falling into the trap of trying to do the impossible. I thought that I had chosen a large enough piece of paper to include the whole scene with faces large enough to draw, but I was wrong. The most minute change, a slight dab of the eraser, half a pencil point width change, using HB instead H or H instead of 3H (those are pencil hardness/darkness indicators), a vague variation in paper texture. . . all I am doing is tickling the paper and hoping something works.
So, for once in my career of accepting challenges that are beyond my ability to execute well in a manner that pleases the customer, I am willing to quit on this one and STOP SAYING YES TO THESE TYPES OF COMMISSIONS.
Nope. Didn’t look like M’s dad. Bye-bye, drawing.
P.S. M, it is not your fault. It is mine for saying yes when I knew better. Thank you for your patience and for the opportunity to try one more time and then finally accept reality.
See? I have tried and tried and tried with these tiny faces in the past:
More Can’t See ‘Ems This one worked because the customer didn’t know the people personally.
Custom Pencil Drawings Another one where the customer said a likeness wasn’t necessary.
P.S. I didn’t cry. It is just a figure of speech. Thank you for your concern.